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Masterless

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I am masterless, my master is off, off trying, off fighting for me, “off” just about every thing. So many things against my happiness, my daughter, his daughter, his friends…. Right now I’m very sad All I know is that … Continue reading

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Shit

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I Well, it’s been a year since we got married,  I do feel loved though, however, I don’t feel spoilt… In fact I don’t think I’m cared for enough… No sex in about three months! Well, just a couple of … Continue reading

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Oh! I’m back!

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wow! This time it has been a longer time away from blogging!   Excuses? 🌟 I still don’t have a good light for my cooking 🌟 I’m still in love 🌟 I’m still busy 🌟 I’ve had phone trouble, my … Continue reading

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Celibate or Fasting Week – Count Down to Wedding Day

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It’s happened again.. and now I’m beginning to worry.  Just as well I’m not marrying him for real.   4 days to go for the wedding. Panic! Panic! That’s real panic for you and…. Just as well I have a … Continue reading

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Dying for a Ciggie

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A few things are worrying me. Maybe this should count as big red fire alarms!!! Danger! Danger! Sex wise: I’m masturbating….. this can’t be good. well, that’s good and more or less satisfying but not good enough considering I have a … Continue reading

Happiness is… God Knows What

listYes..

Who knows what happiness is..

I certainly don’t know…

Let me tell you about my latest adventures…

Well, let me review my last post about my wish list first…

In my last post I wanted a whole list of things in my next boyfriend… let me see.. how far did I get on with that (I do have a new boyfriend but I’m going to tell you about it in my next post… let me just review  the list from a previous post now

I would like to find a boyfriend who…

  • is clean and like having showers and baths with me  – FOUND IT
  • helps around the house  –   NO
  • would come with me to the woods and enjoy the walk and the company  – MORE OR LESS… MORE LESS THAN MORE
  • likes doing things – ACTIVE AND CREATIVE
  • has hobbies – HUMMMM IS FILMS A HOBIE?
  • prefers sex to football – PREFERS SEX TO FOOTBALL BECAUSE HE DOESN’T REALLY LIKE FOOTBALL …. BUT AS SEX GOES..I’M WONDERING
  • likes the dogs – NOT SO MUCH
  • likes the birds – YES  (AND LIKES FISH TOO, WHICH WASN’T ON THE LIST – IN FACT HE HAS REDONE MY FISH TANK (MY LAST FISH DIED OUT OF BOREDOM)
  • doesn’t say anything bad about my daughter – THAT’S AN OK
  • doesn’t mind paying for house assistance – WE HAVEN’T REACHED THAT POINT YET
  • financially helps with the expenses – NOT YET 
  • buys me me nice things – CANDLES?? DOES THAT COUNT?
  • takes me out somewhere special – YES..
  • takes me away on holidays – THAT’S PLANNED
  • takes me to the cinema – NOT REALLY BUT WE’RE GOING TO SEE THE MINIONS NEXT WEEK
  • is friendly with my friends – YES AND VERY SOCIAL
  • doesn’t want to control everything – SO FAR SO GOOD
  • is happy when I buy myself things – THAT’S GOOD TOO
  • who watches porn and practices it with me – NOT REALLY-… FOR NOW, IT’S JUST TALK
  • doesn’t care about TV much – THAT’S A GOOD ONE
  • is not racist – THAT’S OK TOO
  • strong but not threatening – STRONG OK… AND NOT THREATENING
  • with a little beard wouldn’t go amiss….– I LOVE HIS BEARD

I don’t want another Spanish man… but Spain is full of those things!  damn!   – HE’S HALF SPANISH AND HALF ENGLISH SO THAT’S OK….

now…..

I’m going to carry on in another post…

 

 

 

 

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Two number Ones make… What do those two make?

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I’m a number ONE. He’s a number ONE. I didn’t know that when I first met him back in Easter…(this Easter) I only found out he was also a number ONE, ten minutes before he proposed at the end of … Continue reading